My first short movie!!

Alhamdulillah everything goes smoothly as I finished my first short film production for an official ceremony. Looking forward to create more films. Thanks everyone who participating in it. Jzkk ^_^

This is my first short film specially created for graduated medical student appreciation in moscow. It's only the intro n outro though since the content of the video is a montage made by me which will may be uploaded in an official channel of the student comitee. Anyway leave any comments so that I can improve myself in many ways. Salam.

Canon EOS 550D / t2i
Lens Helios 44-2 58mm f/2
Adobe Premire Pro
Magic Bullet Color Correction

Directed by: Me
Actor: Naqib, Que, Anep, Nazri n GG
Location: Nazri's room n kitchen (ER)

Thanks! Wait for the official upload of the full video!

Kamu da jd pak cik!

17 December 2011 my sis suddenly ask me on Skype.. Da tau ke? N I was like tau pe? N she replied kamu da jd pak cik! N I was like huh?! I just realized that it's already December of course I would expect this but the thing is I never thought of it.. A healthy baby boy and my heart so xtau nk ckp ape seeing him through the video call.. No wonder why abi talib n Abu lahab excited bile nabi s.a.w dilahirkan.. Hehe. Sori la first time dpt nephew so bnde bru dlm family. Ranking pon da nek kn jd pok cik. Aiseh Tue da ghopenye teman.

Mac married ------------------------------Dec--->


BABY!

And suddenly something came up in my mind. When will be my turn to return her favor giving me anak buah? Amboih jauh beno pker x sedo btoi ang..
Anyways syukur alhamdulillah.. Harap responsibility sebagai pok cik yg baru dianugerah ni dapat dipikul dgn baik utk mendidik selagi mane bole supaye same dpt knal tujuan n matlamat kite.
Wallahu'alam.

Main Reason

Nak emo sket sbenanye tp xnk org tau.. so since prob org akn bce this blog is too low then I choose it to be the medium utk emo.. screw twitter, fb or other crap.. this way better to emo.. x ganggu umah tangge org. Anyways, end of semester always makes me feel like tepung roti canai. Ponat nk settlekn mcm2.. bile lack on some part je mule la nk jd worse brgnde2 tnpe diduge. Klu nk ikt prinsip equation hidup ni, kerajinan is inversely proportional to time, bile da lme2 kerajinan pn brkurang. Tapi yang masalahnye final equals to time max, di mane kerajinan hampir mncecah angke sifar. haha, matematik abeh ak ni padahal nk tmbh tolak skang pon da slow poke. Mmg minggu g mnduge.. lg2 bile kite try hard as much as others but seeing others get things done better than us.. sakit aty meh.. alangkah seronoknye klu dpt perasaan sukakn ujian demi mnjamin akhirat.. pjuk2 dri xtau la smpi bile. tp the truth is.. this challenging week already prepared me a very good medicine to keep me inspired everytime rase down mcm nk tmbus bumi. Ape die? ha.. bersambung kt post atas..

Xde keje

Rase cam bodo tayang muke sndri kat atas 2.. tp x pe la da bosan.. spe suruh x hiburkan ak kan ak da buat bnde ntah pape.. nnty rse kemaluan yg trkumpul 2 dh overload xde la bnde kt atas 2.. peace..

(chords) Devotees - Bersama

dunno if this rite but i think it sounds good tho.. correct me if i'm wrong.. x reti sangat wat bende2 ni.. suke2 je..

G
Kita pernah bersama
D
Menempuh onak & duka
C                       Bm            F                         G           D
Tidak pernah putus asa, walau dugaan datang melanda
G                                  D
Dikau pernah bertanya, Bila cahaya akan tiba
C                      Bm         F                            G          D
Ku berkata bersabarlah, serahkan saja pada yang Esa

G
Bila masanya menjelma
D
Kebahagiaan akan tiba
Em                                  Bm              F                      G
Namun tidak mungkin ku lupa kenangan indah kita bersama
G                                      D
Menempuh onak cabaran dan liku hidup yang panjang
Em                             Bm         F                     G            D
Tidak mungkin hidup ini sepi selagi ku masih di sini


G D G D
Em Bm F G

G               D                Em            Bm
Kini terungkai sudah kisah hidup kita
G                   D                 Em                Bm
Berbekalkan taat & sabar pasti kan berjaya

Devotees - Bersama.mp3

Lighten Up Our Ramadhan

...Во имя Аллаха, Милостивого, Милосердного...

Well just want to share and ask for suggestions for this upcoming wonders of time, Ramadhan.. Ramadhan's seasoning.. of course it is the great number of deeds and ibadah.. and my seasoning of Ramadhan's seasoning or in other words Ramadhan's seasoning's seasoning.. hehe.. I would really enjoy listening good music too.. I love music and it somehow can be inspiring and also expressions of feelings too.. As we put on a full throttle for this Ramadhan how bout at the same time we have same good music to keep us accompanied and inspired.. I have my list of albums and tracks that always keep my heart warm.. so, here it is..

1) Bali Daba by Benammi.. seriously all of them is great..





2) Just Remember by Iman.. they are quite underdogs but they are really good.. seriously.. In my opinion, if they got a great producer then KABOOM.. the top..



3) Maher Zain.. well you know him..

Now for some songs that keep me warm..

1) Mishary Al Afasy - Welcome Ramadhan.. well he is my favourite quran reciter enough said... superb voice..

2) Haddad Alwi - Salam Ramadhan

3) Mesut Kurtis ft Irfan Makki - I Think of You

4) The Brothahood - Friend or Foe
                              - Light Upon Light
                              - We Are Egyptian
                              - Act On It
 (a Hip Hop group from Aussie)



5) NowSeeHeart - Selawat Atasmu

6) Yusuf Islam - Al Khaliq
                       - I Look, I See

7) Genius Aulad Talents (Lost their tracks.. got their album back home.. bunch of cute kids singing together..     hehe)

8) Native Deen - Lord is Watching

9) Sami Yusuf - Healing

10) Brothers - Sepi Perantau (just because it pictures me who is alone.. hehe)
                    - The Unlettered Prophet

11) In-team & Unique - Binnabil Huda

12) Le Rappel - Retour a LEssentiel
                       -  Entre lHomme et son coeur
                       - je viens de la terre

13) Adila Bandini - Our guide is the Qur'an

14) Cotu - Lord of Ramadhan

There's A LOT more but these are the best or maybe the most preferable right now..
Basically I love arabic words so whenever songs contains arabic words it can literally melts me.. hahaha.. even though my arabic language is poor.. that's why my dream to have a wife an arab.... ...... ............. or maybe not an arab and just good in arabic so she can teach me full time.. hehe.. okay no more nonsense talk..

Well there goes my list and how bout yours? Please give me suggestions.. It can be really helpful in my inspiration.. A very best of Ramadhan to you..

Ayaq Jeghung

ni sebenarnya bukan air sebarangan yang boleh wat minum tapi air ni kasi kite satu moment wat kite fikir balik about our mind set in something yang dari kecik kite rase da sebati dengannye.. "SHARKWATER" a film bout our perception and reality in sharks life... cite ni mmg da dapat banyak award da n maybe da ramai da tgk n aku pn da tgk lme da n nk post bnde ni pon lame da tapi x terpost2.. so just nak conclude kn wut i think the mechanism of this whole story is how people looks you in your behaviour even you r the most terrifying creature on earth... what im saying is depa ni nak gitau kite yang kite xpatut anggap nate jerung ni ganeh nk mapuih macam skali jmpa depan mata truih ang putuih pala kna ngap.. dak eh.. dyorang siap bole peluk2 mcm teddy bear lg jerung 2...

  Si jerung2 ni lg terancam sbenanye.. dgn sikap jerung yg jinak ni la watkn dyorang sedar ap yg betol n ap yg salah... cume satu je beze pasal sume nate kt dunie ni diorang of course bole wat ap saja tanpe kite expect kn... since it normal behaviour n response.. klu kucing pn nmpk jinak tp bole je nk gigit org klu die lapo ke ape.. n camne plak kalo mechanism ni manusie yg bole judge sendiri setiap perilaku nye lakukan... byk da kisah kite dgr how people trtarik dgn akhlak seseorang manusie.. n when dah tertarik tu of course dalam mase yg same die akan tengok ap yg ad diri kite.. n ape yg ade pada diri kite yg kita bawa setiap masa? ini sendiri2 bole tau kan... so... hope my message delivered dgn sepatutnye la n thanks for reading... dyorang de website so can check it out kalo korang ade terase nk tlg jerung2 yg comel ni la... hehe...  

links: www.sharkwater.com

p/s: i like documentaries.. expecially bout the earth.. kalo nak share or ask some good vids sudi2 la yer..

http://www.inspiredbymuhammad.com/

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dah lost enthusiasm nk posting tp byk je idea... need a push to go for it.. so please could someone do that?

Lost and Forgotten

...Во имя Аллаха, Милостивого, Милосердного...

Siput Hodoh

Everything not going as planned... biochem x capai trget.. physio x smpt prepare... n histo prepare thp gaban pn just dpt rndh je... (bkn x syukur just expect nk up sket).. coming home also a challenge... waiting for the tranvai for almost half an hour in the blistering cold moscow winter doesn't bother me much since still lots of big troubles musf be think of... simple equation for public transport... public transport + late = overcrowd with passengers.. but when multiply with "me" (* small) = win... so i manage to get inside.. now what? traffic.. but something woke me as i stood there watching one of the twins drawing pictures on the window by using the thin layer of condenses water... the girl drew something really similar to what i like to draw when i was about her age... seriously i never saw a kid drew sumthing like i drew from my imagination.. maybe it just my first time to see it.. a similar snail.. n i always imagine the shell is the snail's house n i will draw a window n a door on the shell.. wut the girl was going draw was already guessed by me... it really reminds me how myself was when i was a kid... totally from what i had been now... bpk corrupted... (sambil diiringi lgu simpleplan - perfect aka lgu tema idop form 1 ak) hurm.... kecik2 dlu gle determine nk bwat sumthing since slalu dpt inspiration dr imagination ak yg bpk kuat ntah smpi ke mne 2.. n kebahagian yg dpt dr keluarga (sbb 2 ak dok lyn lgu nowseeheart - keluarga bahagia smpi ak rse sume housemate ak dh nk mnth dgr ak dok nyanyi lgu 2 je)... anyway spe2 die pn lukis mcm ap ak lukis angkt tgn.. sje nk tau bole wat group pelukis siput berumah kt fb..... p/s that girl sgt comel smpi rse nk kasi mkn hamster cannibal kt umah ak ni je...

*this message dh lme wat tp mls nk post... haha

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Mosquito lah!

...Во имя Аллаха, Милостивого, Милосердного...

Leaving home was one thing hard for me, especially in this month. But what the use if I just do something for me but not for others.. so I intend to go to see what is happening is out there and I could simply say it just the same even it this hours.. sad indeed, seeing people not realizing the oppurtinities they are missing.. in a hotel somewhere near PWTC, give some break after a long day. But it rather called myself good for nothing since all my works are useless in that pre-departure programs for soon to be juniors in Russia. It's ok, no one to blame since it just the matter of time. We plan something, but not for us to decide for it to succeed. As I walk down the streets, with a feeling of darkness around me, wondering if I were able to see the light in the heart of this city. Thinking of my ability, surely it way far from strength to keep it even inside myself. Weak. This explain how surrounding can affect somebody thats for sure.

Going home is the day I waited so long, searching back myself before its too late. Taking the KTM is one super challenge of course, but luckily just a few minutes I waited in Putra station the train arrived. Without hesitation of aboarding, I soon realise I took the wrong train which stop at sentul instead of Rawang. Man... this sucks. But I tried to keep myself together and believe that it just something to spice up in the gloomy morning. I tried to believe that as soon I return back to putra the right train will arrive. After half an hour waiting for train to putra I got in and Subhanallah it actually happened. Nice one! Haha... something to remember in this beautiful month, Alhamdulillah..

So, what the heck of this mosquito title anyway? Well after I got home I had to pack up AGAIN to go to Perlis. Its nice to see my relatives there and leaving it a very hard thing of course. But one thing I realise that mosquito had grown up! Since for a year with no mosquito I almost forget how irritating their bite can be! Arghhhh! They only bit me at my feet since they know I'm good at slapping them as soon I got a clear view of them.. darn it.. lots of red swollen bites on my feet! but not a single bites above my feet ankle until my head.. except for one in my thigh.. I dunno how the heck it got there you stupid perverted mosquito... ok then.. thanks for reading and see ya in the next post..

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Snow-Blinded

Well after a glorious futsal match, (we placed 3rd), we went for some snow dive since snow falling heavily currently in Moscow thus making a thigh high snow layer on the ground. Without thinking anything we enjoy ourselves by diving into it happily despite of the coldness. At last we ended up cursing when the aftermath gave us a freeze and our core temperature drastically dropped down. Worse for me, I think I lost my glasses in the sea of snow since I remember putting it in my bag but found it was not there when I got home. It really depressing me out since the glasses means a lot to me. It was a gift from my father who has to work hard to find money since he does not has a fixed job. The glasses pretty expensive, at it was my fault for making it be. I really like the transition lens which can turn dark under the UV light. I promise myself I will took care of it but now what? I really feel guilty to my dad. I cried before bed when thinking of it, my head hurts when thinking of it, my heart torn apart.. I know I had some money to buy a new one but will it be enough. I want to save for my parents, for my brothers and sisters, were not wealthy for sure, everyone is working hard to lie on scholars for money, working... and I keep wasting money because of my stupidity... Anyway I just trying to motivate myself theres always a reason behind this. So the conclusion..
1) It was snowy
2)Snow is soft, love to swim in it.
3) I'm blinded, bcoz no glasses..
4)Snow+blinded=title of this post...
5)Somebody help me find my glasses!!!

Hands are a surgeon's life..

As I play with balls, juggling them since it been a while, so the balls get off from my grip and fall to the ground. I tried to catch it as fast as I could, but my hand ended up colliding with the edge of a door instead. A slice of wood pierced into the flesh under my nails, resulting in an internal haemorhage in my nails. Ah, some of the blood got onto the ball so I quickly let them go so they will not get stained. I washed the wound and tried to play back, but I couldn't. I gave up. So, no more hand-involving games for me, and most importantly... guitar no more.. argh...

YASUKO!!!!!

finished and so frustrated why just 10 episodes.....  and ad mamat yg jd pakwe yasuko yg sgt lopek!! rase nk pijak sampai mati...

The Sound of Reason

What's up with the title anyway?

1st. It's a band

2nd. I wanna tell some reasons.

"Wha..??"

Since winter break in Moscow is really a BREAK!! I dunno.. heartbreak.. brain break.. car brake.. (otak pon x btol)  but its truly freaking torturing. Lots of people bail out from here and I was thinking to do so at first. I invited some friends to go to Egypt but being denied so I just cancel it off then (sbb ad dak2 batch 2 yg pker nk g sne je.. walaupun Berlin pon almost the same price tp dak gmi xda lg so xnk). By the way I also don't feel like traveling before I got by digital camcorder. And why I need it? For sharing of course. I'm bad in telling stories and hate typing too. So... 'wait until grow mustache la' for blog updates. hehe.  That one of a reason. I got some money and its enough for my journey to 'berjalan-jalan', but because of the camcorder I hold it first. The second reason I choose to suffer in this bored-killing holiday is I want my BELOVED friends to be there waiting for my arrival. "So korang blaja la btool2!! leh lepak sesame2.. x mo r sorang2.." It's sad since I was here apart from you guys (5 5). So paham la perasaan ku ini yg kesepian ni. So yg dh merayap 2 jgn belagak. Ak terajang kang. Kalo p bg paedah kt org laen xpe gak. Pnt den berkorban jiwe dan rage nih. kekeke. Ok guys????? Adeh pth tenkuk type sambil baring. Later.

Pening...

Rase cam nak beli macam2.. tapi xtau kt ne yg bgus.. haihz.. dh la sume mahal.. moscow2..

Prospek Mira Mosque.

This time I want to tell you bout the mosque located near the prospek mira metro station which just take a few minutes walk before we arrive at the mosque. Along the way, we will see some people selling a sheet of plastics which used as the sejadah. Wonder why? Here's the answer.

The small capacity of the mosque is one problem, plus a large numbers of muslims want to pray as that day was during the Jumaat prayer. So we had no choice, praying under the subzero temperature with the others. Only god know how it feels but we 'redha je, asal dpt solat kat masjid'. The next best thing is there will be hawkerw selling samsa, a kind of baked bread with a beef fillings inside it. There is one woman who sells cheap samsa but it is very delicious and I can guarantee if we kidnapped her back to malaysia we will able to make a branded company of samsa with her marvellous samsa. One more thing there is a halal cafe nearby the mosque so we can stuff everything we want with hakuna matata. (no worries).

Pickpocket Encounter

One day I was returning home after class. As usual I plugged in my earphones at my cell and start to hear some music along the way (too bad now already lost it. Can't hear music... argh!). So to make me easier to navigate through my playlist I just simply put my cell inside the front pocket of my jacket. (Like all Russian do). So, I walk in the metro (underground train) and take my stand, leaning myself at the lateral door between two guys. Ihsan was playing in front of me. As the train moves away, the noisy sound of it make me barely hear the song I played. It was a nasyeed song that time. And suddenly I can't hear any music at all after a 'pluck' sound. (a quick response to me head which I intepret it my earphone accidentally unplugged because it is connected loosely). So as we know when playing music with earphones it goes out from earphones but when it is unplugged of course it goes out from the speaker so to prevent from making and attraction I quickly looked down and reach my cell. I noticed that something weird because it kinda impossible for the earphones to get unplugged since I didn't move at all. And the man beside me was kinda covering his hand with a newspaper and pulled his hand back as soon I looked down. My cell was still in my pocket but... it halfway out from it. I stared at his face. He just looked away pretending to be innocent. I was really pissed off and feel like wanna kick his balls. I took some range from him after I switch my cell into another pocket so he cannot reach it. I told Ihsan who was holding the psp to be careful. Ihsan with a frightened looked quickly go into the center, reaaallly far away from there. haha. I just took a half meter away, hoping maybe I got a chance to kick his ass, but luckily for him I didn't. Metro is a common place of pick pocketing. It's like heaven to them. So be aware, espeacially the one who was skinny, black jackets, stupid hairstyle, a paper in hand, because I've seen  many of this kind of freaks doing their thing there. FREAkS!

Physical Training. (Fizkultura)

The most and must skip class by the students. Why? Of course cause its tiring but worthless. But for me it become worthless because we did not do it seriously as we should since the exercises is totally different from what we learn in Malaysia. It was exciting at first since we got a chance to fight a volleyball match with another group which come mostly from Russia. The best part is we kept winning until now we already bored of winning and just let them win which they really want from the start. Skipping2 n skipping. Now we just wondering if this will affect our results for final. Hopefully not.

Biological Introduction

 So, after a long boring biology lecture we thought that biology will gonna be no fun at all. Since the lecturer who gave the lecture at that time is my group lecturer for classes. But eventually, it turn out to be interesting as she took us for a tour around the biology floor which situated lots of interesting dead stuff just like in a muzeum. So every class we learn about microorganisms which we got a chance for every each of us to make our own microscopic analysis. But the hardest part is, we have to draw what we see, but not actually what we see but what the lecturer see. I had my time making about 8 times draw and erase for a single picture just to get her satisfactory. After that I swear I just followed someone drawing who has been certified so it will never ever happen again. And of course even drawing has been so hard, how about our test? Haha. You don't want to know. (Pics: wild boar, frog, sea creature dunno the name, some mammals, backbone of a whale, eagle and pic of me. hehe)

The 'Paket' Story...

As  it is suppose first time experience in a new thing is the one suppose to be a hilarious and memorable for any mankind. Got what I mean? Well there is one story where the word 'paket' become a very meaningful word to me in life. It was my first time shopping in Moscow, in this small and cheap supermarket. As we know we still not used to speak in russian or even hearing was still quite difficult for us. So, it cost us hours to settle up the payment at the cashier. My experience was like this. Firstly the cashier will ask you if you need a plastic bag for our groceries. We are not aware of that since in Malaysia if was free and always will be given to the customers. I was just 'ternganga' as she asking bout 'Paket? paket?' which mean plastic bag. She saw me could not understand her so she take one plastic bag and show it to me. I just replied.. 'oooooo.. da. da.' (yes, yes). I thought that was all, but here come next. The screen showed up 400++ RBL something so I took out my 500 RBL and gave to her. She asked me '*(#&()*#&?'. Oh man what now. I thought I did not give her the right amount so I took all my money I have and show it to her so she can choose which one is correct. HAHA. At last she point out her finger to the coins at the dashboard. ........ OH damn this is embarassing. She just want coins. The END. ^_^' (luckily she didnt took all my money)